I HATE WHEN I FEEL VERY HEAVY!!!

Its stressful than the exams.
More painful than breaking up with the bf.
Makes me want to eat even more. (alang2 menyeluk pekasam biar smpi ke pangkal ketiak).
i feel heavy to do anything.

but,but,but.......

no matter what, i know 1 day i will feel lighter.
WILL BE.
just wait.
One day.
I wont give up.
i kind of enjoy doing it. (ye ke?)
HAHAHA.

p/s : for those who knows me, maybe u get tired of me. hihihi.
3 words>>>>>> BEAR WITH IT.(^_^)